1st post; 3rd day.

I know my titles for my blogs may be annoying or people who actually read this can tell that this is my 1st post of the whatever day. But I put that title to encourage myself to write once or twice in my blog a day. Well, I am occupied with msn conversations its going to take me a while to finish this. And I've had previous comments on my previous blog. I shall write more of what's on my mind and I'm telling you whos' reading this my mind is very random =)

So, my day started off nicely. But last night I just couldnt seem to sleep. I laid in bed for maybe 2hours or more, I didnt check the time. I somehow fell asleep but then woke up and it was too early. I had my alarm set. When my alarm finally set I woke up. Weird thing is I woke up from a dream I still remember. It involved an old friend. So it was just weird. Anywho woke up, had my day planned out in my mind. did what I had to do daily in the morning =) I was going to go get my paycheck in another city that I had worked in but just to make sure my paycheck was there, I called. Surprisingly my paycheck is not available until later on. So I'm disappointed. Now I'm home, watched t.v. ate and now blogging, lol. But Later on I have plans with a girl friend =) So that should be a adventure to write about when I get back ^-^

This weekend will be busy for me. Thinking about it actually gives me a bit of a headache. I think the reason I couldn't sleep last night is because I had so much things on my mind...I can usually make my mind go blank so I can rest. But lately my mind has been like a zoo, full of things and such...as hard as i try to think blank I can't. Some of the thoughts I have would be ok there's the plan for tomorrow. Or should I go out on that day? What would be best for those around me? And things such as ok im going out this day and that day I need to stay home to balance out time with family and friends? Or what would I do if someone visited me? Weird thoughts..things like what do I have planned for my future? I dont know, all these thoughts are so deep...

Sometimes I think about the blessings I have. People and things that make me feel blessed to have. And thats what keeps me standing. You are weak on your own sometimes but with the guidance of others and help you'll be able to stand again once you fell. Well It's time to head out to embark on my journey to the mall =P yayy =) blog ya lator xD hehhee