A piece of my mind.

It's funny how people respond to you when your feeling negative and you post it on the internet. It's rarely often that someone asks you how you are on a random day or at a random time. Things like facebook, myspace, even this blogger lets people know whats up and down in your life. Why does it take such a technical thing for people to actually care? Can they really say then that they do care? I know you can't call all your friends to say "hey, how are you?", but once in a while wouldn't hurt, would it? It's nice to hear those 3 words; no not i love you but how are you? Even if you seem happy, you could be holding back on something that's gradually making you sad, mad, confused. Maybe that's why various people listen to music or do something rather than approaching a friend for comfort, support, a ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, a warm hug to ease the pain. A friend to open their arms and embrace us with love and warmth....

I'd like to think that two is better than one but...to take two one must be with one to have a two; if that makes any sense >.<" To rejoice in the many friends you have means to hurt even more with the fact that you don't think of a single one in times of needing someone for comfort. not thinking and only embracing the moment, letting it all out, to let your guard down. A dream that seems needlessly impossible for me...

It's silly how feelings can be expressed with words more so than actions...its true huh, communication is important.

Happy New Year =) [a bit late]

So, new Years wasn't what I was hoping to have happened. I just wanted to rest at home and relax; its my own tradition I do every year. At home with siblings or not doesn't matter. But we had to have a party;of course I didn't see the need to invite people since I found no point in it. On top of that I didn't want a party -_-"" Well, my older brother and sisters friends got drunk -_-" It was amusing but very annoying. I thought older people would be less idiotic when drunk; I guessed wrong. Anywho, the only thing I liked about that night was the fact that I was watching the World Junior Hockey Championship. Canada was playing against USA. It was interesting game because Canada was in the lead then tied to the USA then the USA was up by one point and finally Canada tied the score bringing it to OT and then a SO, and in the end Canada won =) The game was so awesome. but I was disappointed in how Canada was playing. The defense really aggravated me because the defense was broken more then twice! The goalie put up a good fight but I thought he could have put up a better fight against the USA. Overall the game was intense especially the shootout. Thank Goodness the last USA shooter didn't goal ^-^